/ *for dezso... happy birthday...

Samuel Beckett

Cascando

1

why not merely the despaired of
occasion of
wordshed

is it not better abort than be barren

the hours after you are gone are so leaden
they will always start dragging too soon
the grapples clawing blindly the bed of want
bringing up the bones the old loves
sockets filled once with eyes like yours
all always is it better too soon than never
the black want splashing their faces
saying again nine days never floated the loved
nor nine months
nor nine lives

2

saying again
if you do not teach me I shall not learn
saying again there is a last
even of last times
last times of begging
last times of loving
of knowing not knowing pretending
a last even of last times of saying
if you do not love me I shall not be loved
if I do not love you I shall not love

the churn of stale words in the heart again
love love love thud of the old plunger
pestling the unalterable
whey of words

terrified again
of not loving
of loving and not you
of being loved and not by you
of knowing not knowing pretending
pretending

I and all the others that will love you
if they love you

3

unless they love you...

vayyy, chgitei,
inches es jamanak asum?
Cnundt shorhavor,,,lav eghir, heravor tegherum mi txrir, lav klini

Qez naem ete hascnem mi hat gorc gdnem PAN-erov srqac...
lav knsheq

fragile, this poem :) always with me.
thank you for the picture, tenc haskanalu hamar voncor du.....

Karen, shnorakalem:) dir pan-eric ete uzumes ;) im mot der vaten stacvum...
nshelu hamar, ete Absinth xmelu proces@ bavarara, uremn lavenq nshum.... :)
isk txrel@ lriv urish harca;)

)) lavna + shnorhavor... hmmm

5

An jan!!!!! S DR!!!!!!!!! Gugoin barevi .... mekel maild stugi..... Tebe vsego nailuchshevo jan.... !!!!! Marishic el!

~Kar, inch a nshanakum "PAN-erov sarkac nkar" ? дико интересно -)

~An, glad you liked it...
*and thank YOU... for inspiring -)

~Manan mersi ))) hmm....? :p

~Aram, kez el mersi.
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~Vahan, et lava -)))
*icq vAVshe mtnum es? mera grelov.
**verjin nkard el gnac desktop! - "кусочек весны перед зимой"... ай тенц.

nice skatch